The Dark Side.

If losing to what you fear, having anger and jealousy, the yearn for power and strength for oneself made one a Sith lord......

then I would be a Jedi not.

I would have been walking along the path of the Dark Side.
I had too much time for myself, unable to practice selflessness, I can't say I'm on the Good Side.

Maybe it is due to recent fall out between me and my friend that I felt this way.
Maybe it seems to be what Dave had said that he is like Naruto, and I am like Sasuke walking to the dark side...
or it could be the other way round?

May the force be with us,
zhaoru.