Staying positive

I used to be someone who cannot stand the feeling of losing, when I play I MUST win.
When I lost, I will feel down, bad or even angry, it just seem so ... unecessary now.

I think I had now become more positive thinking. Losing to me means something to pick up and rectify after a game. I won't feel disappointed as in the past now, I can walk off telling myself that when we meet our opponents again, I shall win.

Nothing is definite. With hard work and training, we can overcome the greatest odds. We just need to find the will to do so.
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It seems that even sometimes I get to feel a bit boring of myself whenever I started to see how my life is spent and still spending. But sometime it just take a little word to lighten me up.
For instance, my IA counterpart told me that she trusted me so she told me some of her matters.

I feel that I have no really good points except I can be true to my friends. I won't keep my unhappiness about them to myself, I always like to find time, and have a good chat or conversation with them. I believe we are learning to live, and we always need to know ourselves better in order to live "better".

Though this might have cause some unhappiness too, I tried my best to put them in the most non-offensive tone when spilling it out. Hopefully we learn to know better of ourselves and each other. And this way, I feel happier also, in a way I had told off what I wanted to say.

Afterall, I'm the one who is kept in the dark from all of u.
zhaoru.