Unsatisfying me

Strange enough I had feel that the materialistic part of my life is satisfied.
I've got a sometimes-hate-sometimes-like sister and she actually do care for me.
I'm not saying that only my sis cares for me, but my whole family too, cares a great deal of me.

So why I still feel unsatisfied with life?
Maybe there are really too many stuffs which I like to learn or try and I can't or haven't got a chance to do that.

Come to think of it, I still lack love in my life, being loved and loving someone means different to me.
I hope I can find someone whom I would love dearly and show her a great deal of care and understanding.

Career & family first,
next is my life.

zhaoru.