Phone calls...

Ah there's a lady who kept calling me up... yea, but she's not related to me in any way. She's from Prudential and I just so happened to do a survey for her at the bus stop in one fine morning which I was about to be late for work.
Well, I guess I could spare a few minutes for her persistency.
And we had agreed to meet up next week. But wait! It's after knock off hours and I'm sure to get hungry... and I think we are going to meet at a fast food restaurant... well... I think I could spare at least 30min for her now...

Ah.. she speak need not
As I know already
To reject need not
As we listen must.

".. what crap ~! you think you Yoda issit!?"
joo

Wat a day!

Tomorrow is my deadline for the testing of my project work.
And I went out to Kbox with my friends!
Well the testing stage is more or less done, however still met with some minor problems.

And this is a piece of good news to share, I have picked up a korean singer album today(female), and I found out that she was a he. O___o
OMG, but she looked so pretty and I mean really pretty no wonder when she was still a he, the ppl in korea was so shocked by his "prettiness".

After seeing her photos, my gauge for women has been re-adjusted again.
What is happening in the world now..
joo

Confirmed...lost

Even though he didn't speak to me, or he might speak to me once in a while now. It doesn't need to be spoken out that we are distance apart. The friendship bond between us is weaker... I think I have lost a friend.

Is it sad for me? It is certainly, but after analysing the 'Y' reasons, I really don't feel enough to be sad for it. Everything in the past seems to be of pretendence between me and him. And here, maybe I will say thanks for a 3 yr friendship, and good bye.

When we meet again, maybe we will just be calling out 'hi' to each other, and we would not know each other anymore. This feels like Naruto losing Sasuke as his friend, he went all out to find him back. But for me, I didn't give up. I just recognise his reasons for doing so.

Farewell tomodachi,
zhaoru

programming

Sat there, alone, writing my program...
then I began doodling...practising drawing pose,
and I drawn this:

This is for a good friend of mine.

If you ever read this...please re-think of what you did.

1) Why can't you drive to st 61 then to hougang mall to pick your things up?
ok, you said you're "in a rush"...come on! You're driving!
You drove to my place (st51) then to hougang mall and plan to drive back to st61 and back to your home?? Yea best part is I'm not the driver and you can blame me for causing the one at st61 to wait.

comments: The world is mad, but I don't want to see you in its league.

2) You went to Sengkang to pick two idiots up and went home, didn't it occur to you that you could pick me up along the way? Then ask me to go to your home by myself is alright... but you arrived back late for 40min...never apologise...and went to buy food (kfc) without even giving me at least a phone call ?

I'm feel that you have changed quite a bit...
All these are from my point of view.

comments: Donno what the hell happen to ya!

Change for the better, not for the worse.
joo.

World Cup frenzy

Woot this world cup my predictions have been rather 'zhun'.
A hit rate of about 70-75%!
And yet, my friend could say that I'm a blackie (means whatever i buy will lose)... ... who is he to judge? He lost then blame me! Who is the blackie? Speaks for himself.

Blah! No time for all these petty quarrels...just wanted to let it out somehow.

FOOLZ! Begone!!!!!
joo.

Im Glad I had funny colleagues...

My 一哥 and 二姐 have been helpful and kind to me by offering help to my several unsolvable problems which I had undertaken as my project.
Best of all, first time in my life my name was called out wrongly into 教主 （cheow joo). Laugh out Loud!

Then everyday they start calling me my nick, so I have to call them back theirs.
Why “一哥”？ Cos he is an expert in something (which remains unknown) and he only tell people he knows how to do wiring only and is always busy...lol.
Why "二姐" ? Cos she said she is not older than 一哥 (but I think she is ^^) so gave her this callsign.

They two are very funny but knowledgeable in their field of work. Listening to them and talking with them means joy and laughter...

Hmmm my manager is back for a day and left on the other day to another country... wow... at least i got to introduce myself to him. Found that he is also an expert and kind person haha...
Suddenly find this work place really neat...

Yet today, my testing has encountered many problems, the whole of this week had been problematic... and I　made long distance call to china to find my engineer colleague for help several times... he only gave me the reply that he will settle all these problems... but he is returning at the day of the deadline...omg... how to not worry?

So I trialed and troubleshoot as much as I can, and at the same time I had to learn and gain more knowledge in the Information Tech field...such as protocols and network related studies... woah.. this is never so challenging for me! Nevertheless, my big boss is encouraging me to learn all this step by step and in a short term I will become a knowledge bank haha... yea not kidding... I had to study all these at home, cos at work time, I'm dedicated to the testing now, rushing before the deadline... yar...dead-line.

So much for work, I'm still cloudy over the fact that I don't understand how to use Allegro to make graphics for game programming... and how to use the so called engine which people had already made up to make my game from there...
My wishlist, suddenly appear:
1) Driving license
2) Handphone PDA/ PDA
3) C++ game with some graphics

Of course, work takes precedence over my wishlist, back to work again.
Can't help it,
zhaoru.

Im Glad I had funny colleagues...

My 一哥 and 二姐 have been helpful and kind to me by offering help to my several unsolvable problems which I had undertaken as my project.
Best of all, first time in my life my name was called out wrongly into 教主 （cheow joo). Laugh out Loud!

Then everyday they start calling me my nick, so I have to call them back theirs.
Why “一哥”？ Cos he is an expert in something (which remains unknown) and he only tell people he knows how to do wiring only and is always busy...lol.
Why "二姐" ? Cos she said she is not older than 一哥 (but I think she is ^^) so gave her this callsign.

They two are very funny but knowledgeable in their field of work. Listening to them and talking with them means joy and laughter...

Hmmm my manager is back for a day and left on the other day to another country... wow... at least i got to introduce myself to him. Found that he is also an expert and kind person haha...
Suddenly find this work place really neat...

Yet today, my testing has encountered many problems, the whole of this week had been problematic... and I　made long distance call to china to find my engineer colleague for help several times... he only gave me the reply that he will settle all these problems... but he is returning at the day of the deadline...omg... how to not worry?

So I trialed and troubleshoot as much as I can, and at the same time I had to learn and gain more knowledge in the Information Tech field...such as protocols and network related studies... woah.. this is never so challenging for me! Nevertheless, my big boss is encouraging me to learn all this step by step and in a short term I will become a knowledge bank haha... yea not kidding... I had to study all these at home, cos at work time, I'm dedicated to the testing now, rushing before the deadline... yar...dead-line.

So much for work, I'm still cloudy over the fact that I don't understand how to use Allegro to make graphics for game programming... and how to use the so called engine which people had already made up to make my game from there...
My wishlist, suddenly appear:
1) Driving license
2) Handphone PDA/ PDA
3) C++ game with some graphics

Of course, work takes precedence over my wishlist, back to work again.
Can't help it,
zhaoru.

Holy shet...

My predictions for World cup is quite zhun... and i din bet on ........argh
itz 230am now, and the Spaniards won Ukaraine, Tsunisia drew with Saudi...
Left with the Germans against the Poles...and anyone would have guess that it will be a German delight


damn Spain opening odds for winning is at 1.73.......and Tunisia odds for drawing is 3.40...........ARGH

Nevermind time to draw a plan for tomorrow's matches!

And anyone knows about Allegro's program usuage?
I hope to make a game with some graphics...
zhaoru

Great Korea wins!

This night will be noted for I placed my first bet for this World Cup on the match of Korea vs Togo. Well , I bought Korea to win, and played the Exact Score as 2-1!

YEssss... won a profit of S$34.80... very happy!!

Listening to Boulevard of Broken Dreams

While listening to this song, it seems to speak of myself too, at least very much of my life now. Somehow I don't like to have people moving into my space, I need my own air, my time, my space, my thoughts. And how I wish I could heck care what everybody else is thinking.

I saw so much fucked up people in life that I can't help to understand, 'see through' what's in their mind, what are they up to when they speak to me like this or that... I'm tired, frankly, and I don't give a damn of how your plans are going to work. I'm not going to stop you, but I ain't part of this game.

Today it boiled my blood to see inconsiderate people in the MRT again...
Came in with newspaper at hand, then rest his shoulders to the gripping bar...don't these fuckers know that they are depriving others from getting a grip when the train stumbled to a stop!? AND their newspaper... FUCK THEM! YOU still could read when people are crowding in... I feel like I could almost shout and reprimand that fucker up at the instant. Come on, use your pig brain at your butt and think twice before doing that again...

the fucked up world,
zhaoru.

Net messaging

Since ICQ, I had not much liking on net messaging. To be precise, I don't like to see replies in "yes", "no", "ok" and forever within a word or two... while prompting the person to say more...

And since MSN, my perception did not change much..., I get to see worse messages such as "wat??" , "?", "... ...". My point is the messaging system had no tone of speech one is speaking, or typing. Isn't it worse to see just signs which gives the impression of simply 'boh chup'...

Well, if that's the case, FUCK IT! FORGET IT! I will just list u down as a nick that will never be seen by me. WHO THE FUCK CARE WHETHER U REPLY OR NOT!?

I'm mad at this and this ain't trivial. These are all the people with low EQ and I would say it again, FUCK OFF!

Pissed,
Gorilla.

My Job

I am glad to find this job. It's kind of meaningful here. I get to learn plenty of stuffs though most of them are self studied... haha I like to be jacks of all trades and master of some!

Ah.. I met someone yesterday, someone i feel she's special to me.
But I will have to concentrate on my work for now...
From tomorrow onwards, my department left me alone, and I will have to handle a project myself.
I was told there are 3 more going to pass down to me.. woah.. that's great!

It's like no one ever notice why a snail could crawl so slow ... when it has a shell much heavier than itself!
The morale: Even as the burden is huge, I will still keep on "crawling" , one day... u will see the naked snail. ^___^

ok, not funny?
I'll try another time.
zhaoru

So much happened in a week

I've started work on monday, got my results (for my degree) on monday and graduate-to-be, learnt my job scopes with my colleague, met my Head of Department today, was told that I was left with 3 days to learn from my colleague (he's going for long leave) and abt 13 days to fly... alone to somewhere.

Well, and today I've began my on-the-job training and done a lot of work which I had dreamt of trying when I'm an engineer-wanna-be. Time flies, soil erodes, sun rides up and down, moon hides and appears...

I just realised I ain't a student anymore. I am pathed into a new world, the past is my shadow, the future is in the light in front of me. Suddenly, I had the energy and zest in me, to fulfill something great...

"No more spoon feeding, u ain't a boy no more!"
the last words heard.

zhaoru

Unsatisfying me

Strange enough I had feel that the materialistic part of my life is satisfied.
I've got a sometimes-hate-sometimes-like sister and she actually do care for me.
I'm not saying that only my sis cares for me, but my whole family too, cares a great deal of me.

So why I still feel unsatisfied with life?
Maybe there are really too many stuffs which I like to learn or try and I can't or haven't got a chance to do that.

Come to think of it, I still lack love in my life, being loved and loving someone means different to me.
I hope I can find someone whom I would love dearly and show her a great deal of care and understanding.

Career & family first,
next is my life.

zhaoru.

It's been a tiring day...

I went back to my aunt and ex-boss company to help out today. It was a energy-draining day; Time flies so fast during work. We were rushing and even had late lunch. And we finished at 2 pm for good delievery. The rest of 3hours and more is rest & relax, but both my arms were gone after carrying bulk of heavy stuffs up and down.

Hah but joy was after work, my ex-boss treated me to Long Beach Marina... he ordered too much and I was beatened by the food. Well I can always TA BAO BACK to eat ^___^V.
Food rating: not too bad.

Things we had: YU CI, Chilli Crab, Lobster, Fried rice, sambal kangkong, desert, duck meat.

How to treat my boss back after first pay?
Hah well itz for my birthday partly ^__^a

joyful zhaoru