Confirmed...lost

Even though he didn't speak to me, or he might speak to me once in a while now. It doesn't need to be spoken out that we are distance apart. The friendship bond between us is weaker... I think I have lost a friend.

Is it sad for me? It is certainly, but after analysing the 'Y' reasons, I really don't feel enough to be sad for it. Everything in the past seems to be of pretendence between me and him. And here, maybe I will say thanks for a 3 yr friendship, and good bye.

When we meet again, maybe we will just be calling out 'hi' to each other, and we would not know each other anymore. This feels like Naruto losing Sasuke as his friend, he went all out to find him back. But for me, I didn't give up. I just recognise his reasons for doing so.

Farewell tomodachi,
zhaoru