Listening to Mayday's song "GONG NAN"

"Gong nan" meaning stupid person....well more or less of what I interpreted to be.

Hah listening to this song really removes all my locks and chains around me.
Feel that for a moment I can really be someone simple and start doing what I like.
Hmmm that doesn't mean that I'm not doing anything I like now, it's just that I made a lot of analysis before doing something. You know... it have to be logical somehow.

Having an IQ of 143 does not really impresses anyone and myself. Personally, I think IQ depicts one's logical thinking (maths too) and recognisation of patterns. Usually it happens when you tell a friend "Hey, look! I'm not stupid! I've an IQ of 143!" and the reply comes as "yea~BUT EQ counts more now!"
Alright, so more people claiming that they have better EQ when their IQ scores are low.
Anyone have any qualified EQ online tests? I'd like to have one.

And What's with the word SNAG!? When one of my friend claimed that I'm a SNAG, I asked "What is it?"
"If you like it being a SNAG, then just be happy." replied.
Well, I know what it is in words Sensitive New Age Guy... BUT WHAT THE HELL does it depicts? WHY nobody answers to the question.

Anyway, Lovers in Paris is really nice.
zhaoru.

NO! I DON'T WANNA HEAR YOUR OBJECTIONS!

Brown hair....

OMG! I've had my brown hair since the last last last week........what do you mean by you noticed it now! Great~ Only after I had my short haircut then you people start to realised my colored hair T___T

Anyway, I found out that I have a sound night asleep after drinking a bit of liquor. =P
RUM....yes I love RUM..........CHOYA too!

Red wine rocks too,
zhaoru

Kinokunia~~

I really like Kinokunia there. I can find books of my interest there!
I just went to kino on Sunday, hoping to get myself a nice drawing manga book.
To my disappointment, the book I thought that would be helpful to improve my drawing turns out not to my expectations.

Well, so I went to my favourite section... The Stationary!!!
I got myself new comic script paper! Heh, I think I wanted to draw my comic again-- this time with a simple plot for a start! ^___^
I had brought all my equipment to hall, guess it will become kind of my work place!

Hmm and my aunt's apartment is ready... furniture had arrived. Guess my brother will be moving out soon. My room will become more spacious after that haha... And I'm thinking of getting a LightBox in my room.... which will make my room looked more like a studio hehe.
Oh, a Lightbox is a table where the light is shown from beneath for the drawer to draw or trace drawings work. Ehh...maybe my explanation sucks, I hope you get it. Otherwise, let me explain in another day.

Alright, nice day, nice night
zhaoru

Wow 3rd week has came!

Time really flies! It's the third week of December, and I guess everyone in NTU will be anxious to get the result during this week. And the coming Sunday is Christmas!!!
HO HO HO Merry Christmas to everyone!
But I never did celebrate christmas ^__^ heh, HOWEVER, I'd love to find myself in the church during the night to be singing some Christmas carols... ahh... nice nice carols~
I missed them since the last christmas at my friend's church.

Yeah, I will like to report this too: I had found my sister's digital camera cable! WOhoo.... Good news for her, my brother and me because, we won't have to blame each other for being carelessly misplacing it. Peace restored.

Another yeah news! I have bidded a P3 computer from school for my sister too for $120. Hmm rather cheap woh! I guess it will be fine for her since she only needs a desktop for surfing the net and checking emails. Woot! And I won't be bored at home anymore when I returned back during weekends. ^___^V Double blessings!

Hope you people have good news too!
zhaoru

May all be happy.

Hoho my recent practise

Yes I had been drawing again, and this time trying to change and ammend my style a bit.
Looking forth of my coming drawing though I had sketches.
But it seems that my FYP finally requires my intensive attention, I had to deal with it first.

AND my sis is going to buy me an illustration book which I told her which I wanted hehe!

Over the moon,
zhaoru

Belated post...but MAYDAY concert is GREAT

Forget all the troubles! All the painstaking decisions! All incorrigible idiots!!
Mayday concert certainly sang our hearts out.

I went with two friends, though we had seats in the back rows the view was elevated by a platform stage. THUS, we didn't have to worry about those standing up and forming crowds to support Mayday. I actually heard from my friend who was in the front rows that their view were blocked by standing spectators!

And I have to mention this that I'm lucky that I didn't go with ah Peng (wahhahaha) and his sister! WHY? Her sister is well known for her supersonic shout (or you can call it scream). AND it WILL cause deafness before you can listen to Mayday's singing lol. I even heard that the guy seated in front of her was being irritated and had to protect his ears =D

Woh I enjoyed myself singing and creating rapport with some of the crowds at the back. It's fun =P. And my accompany, Jun san went high. Hmm best moment about her is when she start jumping up and down (looks cute) and when she started dancing the steps of the little nurse~ wahaha too bad I didn't join her.

And the last issue on this is regarding the encore part! I was shouting "ENCORE!" in "ON-CORE" and the guy at my back kept shouting "AN-CORE!" and it seems that he is trying to correct my pronounciation error haha, well if it does occur to him that the word is french, so I'm correct. ^__^V
Anyway, as long as Mayday sings more and everybody enjoyed it ... F____ about the word!

Joy and happiness,
zhaoru

PS : F_____ = Forget........DON THINK CRUDELY HOR!!!

Haiz I owe someone an apology!

I am sorry.

I couldn't go out after we had decided on that day.
My prof wished to meet me for the fyp and that was why I can't make it.
I didn't know that it was your last day for leisure before you prepare for your coming tests.

I just wish to say I'm sorry.
zhaoru

Troubled thoughts.

Having troubled me for about a month, I have finally given myself an answer tonight.
Well, it's about someone whom I like but she's attached.

No, I didn't like her in the first place, I found her pleasant to be with.
I'd never like to become terms like 'third party' or otherwise.
Simply, it's against my principle.

Hah, come to think of it, I reprimanded my brother long ago for not upholding his principle.
And he jokingly replied me this:" No Money means Don't Talk about Principle!"
I had a good laugh then.

His sentence resounded in my mind though. And in my mind, I'd ask myself several times what I wanted to be in the future. Someone successful and loaded? Someone investing at his interest and is happy with life? Or hopefully something between the two.

Though I've been called the iron man etc which most of my nicks relate to robotic world, I'm a man of feelings. I believe everyone wishes for a companionship, not necessary in relationships.
Someone who would really care for you, can talk with you, be trusted at all times.

Ahh, so back to the main point, (oh man I'm deviating too far out). Yes I decided to put an end to this debate in my head and going to uphold my principle. Maybe I'm just being treated as nothing if I pursued further. I don't like wishy washy feelings. I'm someone direct, and I want answers. I don't like people keeping me up with things I'd like to know, mindgames, we usually call it, sucks.

Yes so I was troubled by these thoughts in mind, and might probably contributed to my sleepless nights during the exam. I felt silly. Well, I guess sometimes, such 'events' at life makes us grow wiser.

Last but not least, I'd like to end this post with a conversation I had in NTU bnet last night:
someone in bnet as X
X: hi sword, are u local?
me: yea, im from sg
X: which hall r u from
me: hall 2 , y?
X: woot, hall 2 got lotz of chiobus
me: issit? how come i never see any
X: hah do u haf gf?
me: nope
X: wanna haf one?
me: y
X: u year one?
me: T___T no.......year 4 le
X: haha go find one lor
me: see ba...feel more free w/o one

All shortforms will not be explained as quite self explanatory.
zhaoru.

Being humane.....

I read the comic 'The Last Order'.
The setting is at a world way beyond our century. Nearly our human race have been able to colonise at most of the planets in the solar system. Well, most humans have become cyborgs.
It was mentioned in this comic that what really differentiate human with robots is that we have memories of our past.

Although I'm sure some of you might argued that robots too, could possibly have memories as well as in data storage of past events. Having our brain to store years of memories is simply an amazing fact to be a human.

What about human feelings?

"Feelings are just signals send to our brain and processed to give out the spontaneous response..."
as quoted and translated from the comic.

Let's just treasure our memories, they are the real treasures being alive.
zhaoru.

These days....those days

Wow, recently my friend came back from Australia Secretly! (lol)
Well, no secret actually, it's just his break from his studies.
And yes, I forgot to mention---- Dave's Back!

Suddenly, we had a gathering after a call from David and lots of things happened.
The lost three "musketeers" were re-gathered.

Ahh the fine old days were ever so fresh in mind, time really don't stop ticking, does it.
Hopefully, more of the lost "musketeers" can gathered too.
Cheers to 4S2, 4S3 and 4A1........where we all came from.

Most importantly 1S2 class where all of us met!
zhaoru.