YESss the hour had come!

I had got myself a new table tennis bat--- a costly one =P.
Just like I had bought a badminton racket the last time. ^___^

Now, don't ask me why I enjoyed spending money over equipments when I'm not a professional at it. "It's my interest."I would say.

I always wanted to do my best, perform to my limit, improve to my fullest potential for all my interests!

getting serious,
zhaoru.

Arh.... is it Me.

If you are sad, get it over and done with!
Keep dwelling on it and WHINING makes it a point to me that you're weak.
Even if you admitted to that being weak, it doesn't give you a reason not to walk out of your sad memories.

Don't give me the crap that you're sad, and yes.....even with that TONE of yours is unbearable for me. Sometimes, I just wish to get it out with you... and even bash you out of your stupid dream... your foolish dream. It just don't make sense to me.

But I can't, for I had considered you as a friend.


"The higher the tolerance level that a person had attained, when that threshold had been breached, the anger will be at a whole new different level."
zhaoru.

Some foundings

CHINESE HOROSCOPE: ROOSTER

Roosters are hard workers; shrewd and definite in their decision making, often speaking their minds. Because of this, Roosters seem to boast. They like to put all their cards on the table and respect those who do the same. Roosters love to mix socially -- They are dreamers, flashy dressers and extravagant. They love to attract attention and admiration, and and get angry when someon steals the spotlight. Despite being melodramatic, they are exceptionally practical, logical, and have excellent powers of discrimination. This leaves them with high standards of excellence which at times frustrates others.

Although they attract many suitors, they are loyal, level-
headed partners make a commitment.
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The following occupations best suit the Rooster personality.

ACTOR ¤ DENTIST ¤ DANCER ¤ INSURANCE AGENT ¤ OPERA SINGER ¤ ARMED FORCES PERSONNEL ¤ FINANCIAL ADVISOR ¤ MUSICIAN ¤ DANCER
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Sign: Taurus APRIL 20 to
May 20
Name: Bull
Ruler: Venus

General Advice

This year calls you to triumph over adversity, when the darkness part of your life will come to pass. Fear not, for the courage and strength that you will find this year will be with you for the rest of your life. As the events of the year seem to come at you full speed, you will have to live
moment to moment to keep up. Yield to impulse and trust your instincts. Take the risks that
surface -- if you dare. The many conflicting stellar alignments are compelling you to change
course. In the end though, you will be one year older, and many years wiser. You will be rewarded with an intense love, which will seem infinitely complex.
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Taurus Attributes

Qualities=Fixed, Earthy, Feminine
Zones=Neck
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The Sun in Taurus


Since your symbol is the bull, you are calm and gentle when everything is going good, however when provoked, you can easily become angry, and even difficult to please. Generally you like to take it easy and take your time. You are very patient. You may be constructive, but not original. You tend to follow the paths that others have made. You like things that are reliable and safe. There are also times when your personal caution may lead to stubbornness. Your sensitivity gives you the desire to comfort and ease others. Your self-reliance and persistence gives you the ability to patiently wait for your goals to come together. You are possessive affectionate, and sensual.
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Seems pretty true to me for both horoscope readings,
but life is still determined by myself.
zhaoru

"What will you do if you happen to pick up a lost handphone?"

The trend now is about having a great handphone offering that much capabilities as possible, yet meant for under-utilising users and bought at an over-priced market.
So losing your handphone would be costly, since we don't remember all of the contacts in our handphone, we might lose those contacts forever if there isn't a hardcopy of them. I don't feel the inconvenience of not having a handphone with me till I lost it, or I forget to bring it along. Seems to tell me I should have treasured whatever I had at the present moment.

And all of us are sure to be extra careful when carrying our handphones with us... avoid loose gripping and let our dear handphones hit the ground, prevent scratches on the display that make our handphone unsightly and less appeal, and most importantly.... NOT to lose them at toilets or foodcourts etc!

So what happens when you lose your handphone? First reaction is always to recall where you might left it and track back to the place, if this fails, you might try calling your own handphone number and hope that a kind person had picked it up for you. Otherwise, a call to the customer service for reporting lost of sim-cards will be the last resort.

Nope, I did lose my handphone once, I know how it feels, but this time round it is not about losing a handphone... it is about picking up one.
So a friend of mine threw this question to me," What will you do if you happen to pick up a handphone?"
Yep, you might guessed it, she was still having her hang over from losing her handphone recently.
I swear that I had always been a honest person, I would have returned or left the items alone, but wait.... it is a handphone NOW! lol.
I gave an honest answer too. So what is your answer?

Hey! I didn't say I will keep the handphone hor! My reply was " I will see what handphone is that...".

And next time I will be going to ask this," How will it feel if after returning the item back to the owner, the owner look back at you without saying thank you......?"
It happens, I encountered that once.... I was disappointed, and lost 80% "hope" for all Singaporeans. Just my luck!

Zhaoru.

The Dark Side.

If losing to what you fear, having anger and jealousy, the yearn for power and strength for oneself made one a Sith lord......

then I would be a Jedi not.

I would have been walking along the path of the Dark Side.
I had too much time for myself, unable to practice selflessness, I can't say I'm on the Good Side.

Maybe it is due to recent fall out between me and my friend that I felt this way.
Maybe it seems to be what Dave had said that he is like Naruto, and I am like Sasuke walking to the dark side...
or it could be the other way round?

May the force be with us,
zhaoru.

ORH like dat noh

I remembered posting my last blog at around 1am on 17th May, but it turned out that the date recorded was on the 16th. So that is why my friends wishing me a belated birthday on my birthday ~___~

Clarification,
zhaoru.

I'm a year older... ...

Hmmm seems that after eating that much, I had lived for a quarter of a century should I live that long...

Hope I din "jia liao bi" (wasted the rice eaten)= useless.

My wish will be "world peace" O_o <(^_ ^<)
Wait! On second thought I might not want that! hee
How about a wish that many wishes of mine would come true!?
WAhahahahahaha~~~ TIAN CAI DESU NE!!!

1) Have new sports shoe
2) Have a new big bag
3) 75kg target attained
4) become stronger
5) less work, more sleep
6) unlimited leave
7) Forever young!
8) become more forgiving
9) more streetwise
10) + many many more wishes to come

ok i think my list of wishes not going to come true, I will get back to my first wish~
World Peace,
zhaoru.

PS: I am not violent, I was forced to become violent sometimes =P

no looking back 

Downsizing meals

Initially, I don't take breakfast, just have a good lunch and dinner. ---- 80.8kg

I decided to trim my weight down from now onwards:
THE MASTER PLAN:
no breakfast as usual, gd lunch, Light dinner with fruits mainly!

Today's weight---80.7kg
(YEAH 0.1kg less)

Hope to reach target of 75kg first,
lalalala~~~
zhaoru.

Fall Out.

Nice start of the day

It was raining for the whole of mothers' day.
Yet, I went off for soccer after buying breakfast for my family.
Due to the wet weather, the field was as expectedly to be muddy and had puddles of water.
And as usual for a rainy day soccer session, many would have "put aeroplane".

We started off in a relax mood enjoying the little stroll or jog on the field while playing the game in drizzle. The game never did heat up till the last 20minutes or so.

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Pissed off.

I was playing in relax mood. No attempt to make any uneccessary runs, no effort to perform what is usually needed to be done. Just playing football...and practicing.

While playing, my friend commented I ALWAYS never take a look at where I wanted to pass before I pass the ball. Well, to be frank, I was pissed by that.

The fact is I do look out for people supporting me and will try to pass to them when I had the chance; But I do it in "another" way. I do not have the technical abilities to dribble the ball past two defenders, but then I always make use of my size and body to shield the ball and keep defenders from poking it away from me, and that would just buy enough time for me to pass the ball.

If he thinks that I didn't do that well enough, I would have challenged him "why then you still mis-passed after having taken a look at who to pass?"
NO ONE IS PERFECT, even if you're a good player.

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The forcast of a heated battle.

Then came along a bastard who charged at me when I was in possession of the ball. He banged onto me, I was able to withstand the impact and passed the ball away. That doesn't occured to me that it was a friendly play and I just let the matter rest.

Rain got more heavy, I had an opportunity to bring forth an attack down the left flank, with the support from one of my teammates.

Unfortunately my teammate didn't manage to return a good pass back to me. The ball was deflected off the defender's foot and skidded towards my direction...

The defender dashed for the ball, I too run towards it. My first thought was since I am faster to reach the ball, I will put my body over it and shield it first.

It happened in a flash, after I gained a half-pace fast step to shield the ball, impact from behind came as expectedly. The defender was shielded off and lost his balance, my friend from behind saw it as a foul commited by me... while I think otherwise, I continued play towards the 6 yard box with another defender in front... the off balanced defender found his feet up and charged at me from behind again, slided in with both legs and cramped on my right foot -- an intent to bring me down at all cost.

I didn't fall, I continued play yet again despite the intentional foul play... only seconds to hear my friend shouting and scolding me to continue play after a foul...

I stopped. All the moment the sound that travelled to my ear was his remarks, and not from the rain. I shouted back, claiming that it wasn't a foul! He claimed it was. I was furious.

Seconds later, I slided in for a tackle for the ball and got my left knee injury bleeding again.
Then I saw my friend started his "serious" defending work, sliding and tackling yet not stopping the opponent from advancing, I left the field. I know he is furious too. Doubt me not, I was too.
If I would stay on the field for the last 5 minutes, I think I will break out a fight soon enough.
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Recalling the game, still gives me the impression that he think he is always right and I'm always wrong.
I was always ready to play a physical game at soccer if the game gets rough, if you are not up to it, then don't play with me. -- This serves as a reminder to bastards who can't take knocks and wanted to knock people down.

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If this is a misunderstanding, I would still put a stand on my ground that IT WASN'T A FOUL.
And I will like to say again: " I was playing at relax mood."

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After such an unhappy game of soccer, and with the following points which made me disappointed:

1) All of us are in the same team.
2) My friend, being in the same team as me, just f*** me off.

There is no team spirit to begin, I might have just left the team; that way there would be one less "rough" player to handle.

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This is a lengthy passage. If you had stayed through it, you had really been a good listener to me. Thank you.

Disappointed and sad,
zhaoru.

Useless me...

Sometimes I feel really bad after listening to friends who told me their problems, and I can't help much.

I do wish to offer my help if i could, but I know my limits, and some matters don't just resolved even if I helped.

All I could do is to learn my ear and hear the problems out. Yet, I sometimes wish to avoid this type of situation.

Suggesting and encouragement will not be enough for I feel, as it is easier to say than to be done.

I don't know I'm correct or wrong to think like this.

Hate troubles,
zhaoru.

Soccer Aftermath Report

Good news for me again!
I got back to my squad and played a soccer match today with my friends.
We won 3-0, and I assisted twice^^

But with a price,
my left knee was injured twice in the game resulting blood bleeding down the whole leg;
my right hand middle finger had a deep cut which which bleed as much as my leg;
my right first toe had a large blister burst and I could hardly walk properly now;
both palms were scratched after breaking a nasty fall from a challenge.

Right, and I just went for a leisure badminton session with a friend's friend who claimed to be an ex-jc school team player. Well, I got my injuries bleeding again...

I can't talk too much, I'm losing blood at this moment.

Short , sweet and simple,
zhaoru.

No Pain, No Gain!