Mayday Concert (looking forward)

Haha so what's the old man Zhaoru going to a concert?
Well, specifically, I never had anyone or celebrities to term as my idol. I'm someone who love myself. I may be selfish but most of the time I love to help others.

And yes, back to the topic;
I actually intended to go to the coming Mayday concert on December with my good friend, Ah Peng.. BUT .... (I must really say this out or my heart feels unhappy) HE "BAN SEH" me!!!!!!
(Literally, he left me out and had bought his own tickets.)

Yes, certainly I felt left-out especially from my best pal ...... (speechless)
Oh well, I'll bear no grudge over it. (But doesn't mean I won't speak about it)
Luckily for me, one of my friends at school ( Jun-san) asked me whether I'd like to go for the concert too. I promptly agreed. (Thanks! Jun)

Alright now, for people who haven't heard about Mayday:
QUICK go and buy their album and listen to their songs;
You'll like it! Otherwise, give me your album, I won't mind having a second one.

In case anyone going to fault me for being too propagandalistic here, I'd stop here =D
GEEZUS! JUST BUY IT! DON'T ASK!
zhaoru

Sleepless nights??!

For the first time in my life I experienced Insomnia.

My third paper was Analog Electronics on Monday 7th Nov. On the night before it, I did not manage to grab some sleep at all ever since. The paper was in the morning, I only know I had my eye lids closed till dawn.

By 0530, I had bathed and prepared for the paper at 0930. I felt tired, but awake. So I went for a cup of coffee before going to sit for the paper.

My Insomnia did not last for that day, instead it's the beginning of my worst nightmare, till Thursday, which my next paper was dated, I didn't sleep at all, so I guessed I can say I was 24x4 hrs (96hr) awake. Probablyl, none of you would buy my story, it's something which I also can't believe and I had went through it.

Things get serious when my eyes could no longer be sustained by simply a cup of black coffee anymore, and would began twitching every now and then, my whole nervous system was fragile, I felt it could be broken at anytime and I might just have collapsed on the ground any moment.

Professional help is needed, I went to see the doctor in school, sleeping pills were given. (5 for $10!!! very expensive pills 0__o)
Yes, and I found sleeping pill is the only cure for me, and taking half tablet only kept me sleeping for 3hours. Having a paper the next Friday morning, I took half tablet only in the night.

Things certainly turned better with sleep. Though I felt I was still heavily in debt of sleep, I can say I obtained the minimal amount of rest for the coming paper.

Well, my friends around me kept telling me that I was too stressed up during that time. I thought otherwise however, but still unclear of the root of the problems.
Since my exam is over, and I had recovered from it, part of the conclusive reason might lie on stress and tension.

Maybe this time round, the pressure built up for the 4th year modules are too great for me, or rather, I had underestimate this "pressure" loading.... ehrrmm...I think I'm putting technical terms in here again for my thoughts. (STOP!)

Right, I'm glad I pulled through it, and for once, I SENSED DESPERATIOIN. The fear of not able to sleep and thus not being able to do my paper ate the whole of my brain. Desperate for solutions, solutions for my sleepless illness, and solutions for my exams, it's hardly 'descriptable'
. I hope it won't happen to me ever again.

For that, I need to be stronger. Mentally stronger.
zhaoru.

In the name of Man Utd.

The clash of the season in the Premier League between two sides, Man Utd and Chelsea, ended up in a great game and Great result.

Personally, I bear no grudge against Chelsea team, just that, like everyone else, I'm hoping to see mark for defeat in the table standing. Sounds similar to that when Arsenal got down to a string of unbeaten run the last two seasons ago.

Well, the game ended 1-0 victory for Man Utd. For those who missed this match, don't be sad, just know that it's a great victory for Man Utd will do.

I didn't really get to watch this match too, but I "watched" it via gamelivecast from soccernet.com. It was in the midst of my examination period, really I should have went home too catch it if not for the paper next day.

A standing ovalution for Sir Alex and Manchester Utd,
zhaoru

PS : I'm the great MIDDLESBOROUGH FAN, I just like teams who beat CHELSEA. AND I'm STILL A MIDDLESBOROUGH FAN, yeah....still GREAT (though they lost Everton that night)

Woot! My latest edited picture.

As usual I always like to post my drawings here in my blog, it feels like my blog is a museum of my pictures and I like them here to share with everyone else here, who might like my picture. Or for whom that don't like my pictures to give critics.

This picture is drawn and scanned in, then edited.

Hope it's nice,

zhaoru.

First of All, I welcome myself back.

Yep ! Everyone, I'm back! And still Alive!

Finally, after departing from blogging for about a month for my exams which lasted for half a month of November, I'm back.

Ahhh~~~ *takes a deep breath* The air had never been so fresher than before!

This hell of 14days are over and BAAM~ the universe had juz been born, that's when life begins! That's what I had went through.

Lotz of stuffs to say, but I might forget many of them. Seriously, after exam, most of my brain cells are dead and I might not be able to think properly or process information the right way.

All this post wanted to say is "I'm Back."
zhaoru.