I'm tired of revisiting the Past...
It seems to be a never ending circle which will keep me walking in a round about.
Good memories I will keep, and I hope the rest will just make me a better man.
I had decided to dwell out of it, it is no longer a world I should ever step in.
I am very easily distracted in the World of 'emotions'. I have no clues when it comes to finding the girl that I like. I think I have been a fortunate fool to get to know some of the nice girls around. Sadly, I think I had to disappoint them with all my shortcomings. And things will never be the same ever again... If I could have another chance, I will like to be just a happy foolish friend of theirs.
World of "studies", well this had never been a world of mine, I chosen this road in the beginning as I was told to, and now, I was near the end of this road, exiting to another junction of my life.
I'm not complaining, instead, I'm as glad as where I am today. Maybe that was why I don't look like to be a happy man, but rather, I'm a contented fool. I think I will still not choose to step into this world.
The world of 'work' seems to be the last of all world till the end of our life. It is kind of like a forseen future for everyone, if not, for most of us. I don't believe in working and working, improving our luxuries in life to become a more happier idiot. Success in career is important, but not when I compared to life... I belonged to another world, not this...
This world seems to be for fools like me, but how I wish it were to exist, it seems to be a legendary world for all the existing worlds. People yearn for it, yet unable to put a step into this world... I am also queuing up to enter this legendary world, but hopefully I'm not at the back of the line. If u think this is the world of 'death', it is not. But this world could be quite easily mistaken to be related with the word 'death', that is "freedom". Death is not the solution for any complex matters because it is not the route to the world of freedom, often mistakened.
Where is this world which I longed for...?
Or I'm still tied to one of the worlds... ...