Saturday, January 29, 2005

Strangely

Starting recently, since my cough and sore throat started, I have been feeling tired.
Maybe it is due to my blocked nose, that I can't take in sufficient air each time I breathe.

Plain tired, yes, I did had my rest, my sleep, and in fact I slept as early as 1030pm just the day before I go to work. It doesn't seem accumulated fatigue to me, but I'm just feeling tired.

Maybe in my mind I think too much, so many things going around my head that even I can't explain why all these stuffs are going through my analytical thoughts.

I guess I had to clear my brain up this weekend by thinking of nothing. And silence is now my closest friend, I am a bit aggitated too easily recently...
I need to recover from my illness first, then calm my thoughts and practice more tolerance.

Brain freeze,
zhaoru.

Misunderstanding...

Last night, I misinterpreted my friend's message which tried to tell me where she was located.
After we met, I was a bit eager to explain myself, in a way, I think I sounded a bit harsh.
Well, if she is here reading this, I just want to say sorry for that, I don't mean it.

Clearing up,
Zhaoru.

Thursday, January 27, 2005

WOW

Yes, in a blink (*twink*) of an eye, it seems that it had been a long time since I last wrote my blog...

There were a string of events that happened during those two weeks-time.
I was starting to get busy at my Industrial attachment, and getting way too tired after work.
I notice that I've been drained of 90% of energy after work reaching home at around 7pm and by 1030pm, I'm more or less beginning to doze off at any position, even if I were standing!

Things couldn't get worse if I didn't press myself to carry on playing my maplestory online game. Well, the game could seem monotonous (in a way) , but it's way too cute and can be deadly attractive if one were to have some sort of target playing it.

I was hoping for nice movies to come soon! So far, the last few shows that I've watched had been quite enjoyable and entertaining such as, the Incredibles, Kungfu hustle, Shuttle, Meet the Fockles, Phantom of the Opera.
I am waiting for the next few shows, Constantine, Elektra, and a korean movie (fighting of the ...watever), heh, well all seems action movies now that I mentioned it. ^__^

Ah! And I would like to bring this up to tell my friend Selly, that her tarot cards had been quite truthful.
But, my so call love-life is still in emptiness.
And I hope the person had arrived into the picture as had been predicted. Not sure, just hoping!
Also wish her well after her nice get-away trip from work!
waka waka!!!

I had been fine too, (if you all need to ask) but I fell sick recently, started off with a harmless looking sore throat, which developed cough and then flu. Well I had seen the doctor and taken my daily dosage of medicine, maybe it is one of the reason why I'm feeling easily tired and weary at work. (hope it's not due to over-mapling)

Life so far,
Zhaoru

PS: Dave, if you are flying soon, be sure to give me a big treat before you are gone hor!!! YUM YUM!!!!! ^___~

Sunday, January 16, 2005

Double happiness~

Yes, I have to make this announcement and short.
We had our second streak win today in our Sunday soccer!
We won 4-1!

Then tonight, we went to give our support to our national team for this second leg game of the final, with Singapore leading an aggregate of 3-1.
My friend drove me there, we had a hard time finding a spot to park. There was no parking lots available, and people had already parked by the sides of the roads there.
In the end, we couldn't afford to waste more time, we decided to follow the majority and follow the suit to park at a double yellow line spot ^_~.

When we got out of the car, we could hear the roar and cheers from the stadium, it was thunderous!
We hurried in excitement to meet up with our friend holding our tickets, it was 3min to 730pm then and we agreed to meet at the East gate. We reached the stadium after a short walk from where we parked and found ourselves in the WEST gate! Great!

Thus, we ran along the perimeter of the stadium and got to the East Gate. Before entering, we sold our extra tickets to some indonesian fans. We kindly offer the tickets to them at the same price we bought them and hurried into the stand.

We walked up to the spiral stairs at gate 22, the stairs leading to an opening, the strong spotlights lighting the whole of the stadium up, gust of wind blew strongly -- we found ourselves in a sea of reds!
They were celebrating the first goal Singapore had scored against Indonesia! We instantly gelled into the excitement and celebration mode, delighted at seeing the team celebrating.
We got to our group of friends, and sat by the grand stand stairs.
Soon we saw the "tsunami" coming! Yes the infamous KALLANG ROAR! It lasted three continous rounds. The crowds participated in it, and everyone love it.

Then during the match, there was a bunch of Malays beside us and they were always making some funny remarks on the match, be it on the referees or the players.
There were plenty of druming from the South side, and cheers as well as boos.
I felt a little ampathetic to the indonesian fans who came all the way to support their team but there weren't much of them except a section only.

The most lasting impression was a event which many sides of the crowd called out after the beepings: BEEP BEEP~ BEEP BEEP BEEP~ BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP! BUDOH!

Laugh out loud.... really it was in some way very funny to me, I just keep laughing haha.
They called it out whenever an indonesian player got injured or the referee wasn't giving a correct judgement.

At last, at the final whistle we celebrated our triumph and delight at winning the competition!
We stayed till the prize presentation and then got back for supper (well it's dinner for me)

What a day! Don't you think so? Then it makes me wonder for a second, why girls don't really like the game, but maybe they might like the atmosphere of the game by being the spectators!
If I had a girlfriend, I would most probably persuade her to watch the game with me there! ^___^

Alright, tomorrow's monday, got to work~
Shan't type anymore,
zhaoru.

Good night. Bon nuite. Oyasuminasai. "Wan An".

Thursday, January 13, 2005

Am I too guai?

Geez, many of those that just known me always said I'm too 'guai' (good boy).
Just when I told them I never land my feets at pubs and disco.

I feel that I had a bad man look, fierce , stern and may look a bit well... "evil".^ ^;

But oh well, I will clarify about myself, I'm a serious worker, sometimes may seem to be a perfectionist, I'm quite slow at getting jokes, some called it slow reaction, and I am a stupid boy when you ask me all about some general knowledge questions.

So what's wrong with not noticing the bad-ness of people by not going to pubs etc?
Frankly, I don't understand it, maybe when people said that they mean I'm not socialising well enough?

Hope to be enlightened,
zhaoru.

PS: I hate crowds. Silence please! >_<

Monday, January 10, 2005

If time can turn back...

Very often, many of us hope to turn back the time we lost.

Besides, going back time to buy your 4Ds or toto, maybe some of us really realise the mistakes we made in life along the way and wish to have another chance or avoid and prevent something from happening.

For me, I think if I were to go back to time, I might not have done anything to reverse what I had become of today...

All my past had made me a better person today, I will not be perfect even if I had corrected my mistakes, most importantly I might not be who I am now if I had corrected myself turning time back.

Live today, yesterday in memories, tomorrow a better day,
zhaoru.

Sunday, January 09, 2005

Sunday football had never feel so good!

Guess what!
My team won the morning soccer match finally!
Yes! For the first time in history we won, and we won by fighting back!

The scoreline is a bit ridiculous and rather high scoring game, the first half scoreline is 2-4 our team trailing, and at the final whistle, the game ended with 8-6!

I brought my brother along, and I was surprised to find out that my team had another pair of brothers! AND more coincidentally, each of the pair of brothers (me) is playing defender, the other is winger.

Our team winger did well, our left and right side could send in decent crosses, sad to say if our right wing had been taken by my friend Ah BU, there wouldn't be a cross at all.

Some details in today's match up! I started happily as a defensive midfielder, however, I soon found many tasks under my role, thus I didn't really played well in the first half.

Eventually I found out there was this guy whom is our defender centre, and he alone had given three goals to the opponent due to his fatal mistakes, and I mean really fatal- letting the ball bounce in the box, and failed to obtain the control of the ball when it was 80% favourable to him etc.

Somemore when questioned, he gave a lot of excuses of himself... (he was the guy with the nick name of "Commander", he likes to give out commands alot, and actually no one really listens to his comments.)

Then my good friend, Ah Peng, switch his role from defender to midfielder, I began to have a bad feeling about our defence. And was soon enough to be proven right when the game ended 2-4, with 3 mistakes from our "commander".

I felt the team should do something so I spoke up and gave my teammates a few instructions. Just the start of second half, we conceded a goal again, and yes, HIM AGAIN! ARGHHH!
I asked Peng to tell him NOT to play as centre back, I feel that he is really lousy. But of course, we didn't ask him to switch position, I was just passing a remark. I told Peng that I'm going to play as centreback then.

Our goalkeeper, did not give any instructions from the back which he should be doing to organise our line. So, I took initiative and call out to the defenders to keep a lookout on their respective markers. Then the commander gave a lot of reasonings, which is rubbish to me. I told him to get to his man, and that's all he was needed to do.

Things worked out in our defence keeping minimal leakage with our offside trap. I was covering the back of my leftback. And had to slide in a challenge every now and then. "I'm taking no chances!" that's what I said to myself.

Our team fought hard with some neat passing to beat their offside trap, and with our strike force, we slowly make our way to find our self an equaliser. I called out to my team to turn on their concentration and make sure we don't fail after all the efforts the whole team had put in.

We find ourselves 6-5 soon enough with a defence splitting pass, for one of our skipper to tap in the goal, it was our turning point. It went 7-5 just a while later.

Soon, they pour men forward, and I was awared of the danger, we got stranded with their one-two passing and they put one in, 7-6.

Just before the end of the match, my friend CHYUN found himself clear open again (his second time) I shouted out calling him to have a try for himself, he did, and scored, 8-6.

Then the final whistle was blown, the match ended in quite a good spirit, though there was an event which the opposition midfielder felt angry and walked out of the pitch, substituted.

We had not won since long ago, our team did not really suffer much of a goal draught but rather, a win draught situation.

I'm really delighted with today's win, it's really a fine way to start a sunday.
After the match, I got recognition from my left back. And my brother tried to tell me he still got more tricks up his sleeves... well, that's what I call a sense of satisfaction!

Bringing football to life,
Zhaoru.






Wednesday, January 05, 2005

My industrial attachment

Yes, it is finally my turn to get an experience and a feel at having industrial attachment, in other words, it is also a signal to that I'm at my third year and soon to get out of school!

Well, what should I begin first?
Alright I would say I'm happy that my I.A is not with some mandatory company haha...

I'm attached to Senoko Power station, for those who still not clear what I am doing nowadays.
Well, to be more specific, I'm with the electronic section together with some engineers.
Haha, the engineers are rather friendly and crap a lot, I think they are really trying hard to hide away their lamest joke.

Well, we got to have them showed us the way around the huge compound of the company. It is very big, and the machines are huge, and noisy too.
Don't think I can hear what the engineers are trying to tell us near the machines but yes, the universal sign language is used, nod your head. ^^

Anyway, the same thing had to be explained two to three times before I can grab a better picture what the machines are doing and how they function. I find it rather interesting but some jobs can be dangerous due to the nature of electricity.

Aiya, there are so much to tell, that IF I can say it all here, this will very much be my report then, so till then I will update on my situation for the next 6months. ^___^

Surviving,
Zhaoru.

Monday, January 03, 2005

The year of ROOSTER!!!!!!!

GAN BEI!!!!!!!!
FOR ALL BORNED IN THE YEAR OF 1981, late january onwards!!!!!!!!
Itz OUR YEAR AGAIN after 12 years of cycle, and....

I hope we can take over the world... ! *glup*


Sunday, January 02, 2005

A new resolution for 2005

Haha, today my fren just reminded me of getting a driving liscense.
I'm still tinkering whether to get a manual or auto liscense, anyone could help me decide?

I was hoping to learn it after my IA, but my fren encouraged me to do it during my IA, I was thinking maybe I will be sparing my saturdays, and night time after work for it.

Is it feasible?
zhaoru