Saturday, November 27, 2004

Your game of chess?

More often or not, I thought that life might just be like a game of chess- wei qi.

We take turns to play our moves, yet we can't really see the outcome of our moves.

What do I mean by that?

Well, in Wei qi (Go) , you are free to play your seed onto any intersection point on the board, however, there is no certain that your move is not going to be useful in any sense.
Well, in a way, yes, we do have definitions for a good move and a bad move, this only helps us to differentiate which are the better choices, just like in life - good and bad.

Making a bad move...

I'm sure through our road of learning and growing, many of us often learnt from mistakes, or go with the mistakes made.
After making a move, there will be some thoughts given to it that it might be a bad move!
Thus, we tend to savage the situation and hope to make the best of it.

However, there are two ways getting around it. Either you rescued it (to escape from being captured) or you tried to make "life" in your opponent territory (to live with it). So which did you actually choose and carry on with the game?

The balance...

IN life, we do experience loss and gain. Even some of us choose to believe that in this world that we are living in, equality do exist in general, but comparably, there is bound to have a difference between every one of us.
Think of it as the tides, if a place has a high tide, there will certainly be a place elsewhere with low tide, demonstrating the balance in nature, or think of the law of energy conservation.

As for the difference, it's quite obvious to go without saying, we are all born different from one another, we are envious of others sometimes, we are proud of what we had achieved and sometimes being identical can cause quite a deal of problems too.

Well, so where do the balance get demonstrated on the chess of wei qi? When we lost something, we tend to have the urge to recuperate our losses, this is natural, even when we are playing any other games. You lost to the boss at a certain stage, game over, you reload, having noticed how to defeat the boss, you proceed on!
Don't you think so too?

So we do know that each game will come to an end eventually, that goes for life too. I guess the only difference is we made our moves faster in chess than in life. And since we do have more time in life, why don't we start today and make our each move more carefully onwards!

As for the last question, who is OUR opponent in life?
The ANSWER to this question can be quite arbitary. It can be yourself, your inner self. It can be changing constantly to someone else, whatever or whomever we met in life, they might be playing a few moves in your game of chess.

The key to victory?
There won't be absolute victory which I'm sure, since we had lost something before. The key to get yourself to the end game portion is to take control of the rythem of the game. It is a kind of skill to be learned and acquired just like in life.

I wrote this in conjuncture of real life and wei qi because I think it might be easier to relate life with something else, in a way, we can maybe see a bigger, clearer picture of what's going on in our surroundings. Maybe when we are sad, stressed or in need to make a decision, we can try to calm down a bit to make a decision (or a move) just like playing a game of chess.

Cheers, for those who read this,
Zhaoru

PS: feel free to tell me what do you think about it!

Monday, November 22, 2004

Oh dear~

Yea, as some of you might have expected....
as soon as my exam had come to an end, I headed back to the field to play soccer.

It was a windy morning in the last Sunday, sky was clear, and near to noon, the sun was scorching hot. Guess wat!?

I was in the team baring body, and unfortunately for me, I got sunburnt.

Now, the seriousness of my sunburnt isn't something I can easily describe here, and frankly I think a picture will show how SERIOUS it is, meantime, wait for my picture to be uploaded!

I will say that from my external look, you wouldn't find any clues that I had sunburn.

Maybe a little bit of tell-tale signs from my pinkish face say that my sunburnt wouldn't be that serious afterall.

BUT I tell you, those who are reading this, it is very very very serious LOR!~ >_<

I suspect my degree of burning had reached to a frightening height of 70% of skin cells dead in the area being affected!

Now, that was exaggerating,
Zhaoru.

Language proficiency of Gorilla

Well during my first year, I took up on learning Japanese. I think of it as an interesting language and useful one as well. Most of the Great comics come from Japanese author, I am envious of the kind of creativity that they had when drawing up the comics' characters and designing the story setting and background etc.
In simple layman term, I think they are simply fantastic!

AND now, I had begin my new epic on learning another language!
This time it's FRENCH! BONJOUR~~ ^___^V
HAHA! Well, actually I was only planning to clear my 3 points of A.U (academic units) from General elective subjects.
So today was my first lesson and it had occur to me that FRENCH is interesting too!
I think I'm going to put in my effort to learn it well, heh! WISH ME LUCK PEOPLE!

Au revoir,
Zhaoru.

Saturday, November 20, 2004

Oh mine oh mine!

AHhhh yes, finally the time has arrived! I can once again find myself breathing relaxingly, enjoying each intake of freedom in the air!

MY 16 days of EXAM are OVER! (YES, READ IT AGAIN!! <--------)

"I don't know why, but certainly, some people feel that YOU're not Zhaoru anymore!
'Cause Zhaoru never study that hard!~ "

"I will say I've put in my efforts this semester, and hopefully it bears the fruit I would like to have." explained Zhaoru.

"So what are the plans for this inter-semester break?" interviewed by myself.

"Oh well, you see, when I was studying for the exams, I would like to find myself with time to do many things, such as playing weiqi, gunbound, football manager, maplestory, soccer, billard, kbox, drawing, listening music and of course, blogging!" replied.

"And what about your friends? Do you keep in touch with them?"

"Well, since they know I'm in exam mode, they didn't bother me, or maybe they don't dare to bother me, or maybe they have their own matters..., ONE thing for sure, my MASTER is watching me through this blog system, DAVE wanted some gathering or something... and PENG wanted me to get back into soccer (or maybe I should say I wanted to get back into soccer with him) "

"Why blog? seems no life?"

"Why live? When we all got to die?"

ending the self interviewing session,
Zhaoru.